and my lids are heavy
my body paralised
stuck in the cement i built for it
i search for my voice but it’s stolen
i look for my breath but i’m drowning
i can’t breath, i can’t breath I’m drowning
I can’t breath
help me, don’t help me, leave me be
i wanna sleep to dream so that i can fly free
with angel wings and a heart of a lion
i’m something spectacular
straight out of a fairytale
I always scream in silence
I always scream in silence
no one cares to hear, the ramblings of a delusional little girl like me
catatonic, stuck in the same place
and those people all them people just move past
they go live a life, long, full of joy
all the opposites of me
I hate looking in the mirror
I hate feeling my lumpy flesh
hold me down down down down
I just want someone to hold my hand
I just want to dance one last time
I wanna feel what they feel
I wanna be something pretty
but my screams are always silent
always silent
crying dry tears
just a numb dumb girl
just a numb dumb girl
waiting to die
I wanna sleep now
I wanna dream
I wanna be anything but me
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