I wake up at sundown sleep at dawn night is my playtime I roam in between dimensions looking for something that I can’t find I try to live a regular life try to hide the monster behind these angel eyes Love me cuz I’m lonely Love cuz I can be so sweet not bitter, jitters, cackles, paranoid convictions of a disturbed mind rip the snake from my spine obsessions, compulsions, addictions invading my mind rip the snake from my spine invading my mind (x2) Love me cuz i’m lonely Love me cuz I can be so sweet not bitter, horrid nightmares, twitching underneath the sunshine (x2) I pray to every little star for freedom stars save me from my fate I own the night, do you wanna walk with me tonight (x2)? I own the night, walk with me tonight if you like love me cuz i’m lonely hate me cuz i’m messy forget me quick cuz i’m so ordinary (x2) spiral galaxies bring me so close to the divine disassociated brain brings me close to the divine I own the night, do you wanna walk with me tonight pray for me tonight

Nothing moves i stay screaming silently inside my head thick air suffocates what’s left of my conscious i can’t sleep, oh and i can’t leave I exist to exist all i can hope for is a dream I live outside of myself every day i watch that rotting meat suit sit and watch life go by life go by I live outside of myself caught in between five different strings of time torn cuz i can’t decide which way to that guiding light am i doomed to linger here on the outside forever I live outside of myself dare I sleep to dream pray for an angel to come rescue me fly me away, to that magical place beat me beat me back to life

I’m going mental in this man made place someone give me something fragile to break something pretty something precious i’m tearing out my eyes maybe i’ll see something worthwhile i’ll turn you ugly i’ll turn you ugly Cuz I’m a boss bitch i rule this universe with an iron fist talk back at me i’ll rip your tongue out look at me dirty I’ll burn your eyes out don’t try to test me, you wish to best me don’t you dare touch me, don’t you dare touch me i’ll cut you and I will bleed you gently don’t worry about me i’ll bleed you gently Cuz i come from a hell that no one knows i tear your limbs and i eat your soul Cuz i’m a boss bitch, i rule this universe with an iron fist run run run, run run run, you running scared little boy run run run run cuz i’m the bitch that you fear the most cuz it’s my eyes they turn you to stone, baby i know i’m the bitch you fear the most I dominate dimensions while you hide in the dark Cuz i come from a hell that no one knows i tear your limbs and i eat your soul cuz i’m a boss bitch yeah i rule this universe with an iron fist still no love better than this hate i love to weep for still no love better than this fear i love to weep for give me some fear i drink your fear give me that fear i drink your fear fine line between these worlds who knew we could stay here for so long i come from a hell that no one knows i tear your limbs and i eat your soul

you put your right hand in right hand out left hand in and left hand out and just shake shake it all out you put your left foot in, left foot out right foot in and right foot out and just bounce bounce dat ass like you don’t give a fuck I wanna dance like I got no care in the world I wanna dance like it’s my last day on this godforsaken earth Dance today cuz tomorrow may never come leave your worries at home and let it all out for once just dance dance dance dance dance like it’s the music the music the music that sets us apart! from the drones the crones, we ain’t no joke hey! we ain’t no joke, we ain’t no joke, we ain’t no joke I’m the melody of the soundtrack called life I’m the melody, that plays on the strings of your heart shake, shake it all out bounce, bounce that ass, like you don’t give a

I wake up stare blindly at the ceiling stand in shower I watch that water it goes drip drop drip drop I put my suit on and i stand on that bus it goes gas breaks gas breaks then we wait wait at the lights punch in sit down sip on coffee stare at blindly that machine that goes drone, drone, drone scroll, type scroll type stare out the window of a future that will never be daydreaming and I wait wait wait, and i watch that clock tick tock tick tock boom

why is that we all walk with our heads down? God put us here on the same sidewalk would it kill you to look up and say hi? or are you too busy being sheople, lonely people following ridiculous rules that don’t make sense help me understand how it’s me that’s certifiably crazy labelled as a child your pills couldn’t contain me you live your delusion, and i live mine this world is just another illusion, so who the fuck made you judge? love me, hate me, either or, your opinion don’t concern me so tell me why? why is that we all walk with our heads down is it cuz we are all so ashamed we are wasting this world away… this world would be a better place without all these idiots ignorance ain’t bliss when you kill evolution so evolve you ape i dare you to change evolve you ape tell me why? we all walk with our heads down never look up and say hi so disconnected, separated, from that spirit that lit that spark in our eyes stop killing all the life around you anything in sight stop being the malignant cancer eating this earth away evolve you ape i dare you to change stop walking with your head down you got no spine too busy trying to mend with the herd trying hard to conform with the white little lies that built this ill society it’s time we give honesty a try why do you all walk with your heads down? do you got no spine? stand tall, rejoice, reunite with your spirit understand your neighbour be kind give honesty a try stop living the lie stop living the lie, lies lies lies It’s so comfortable to be lost in a lie world would be a better place without all these idiots ignorance ain’t bliss when you kill evolution so evolve you dumb fucking ape respect the life that existed a million years before you came and you ruined it oh they came and they ruined it open your eyes and change, evolve you ape why is that they are so fucked so lost in their ignorance? am i the only one that sees the truth behind the lies? am i the only one holding my head up high? evolve, change, evolve you ape i don’t want to be here shouting and singing why do they all walk with their heads down? why are they eating our earth away? stop living the lie stop living the lie

and my lids are heavy my body paralised stuck in the cement i built for it i search for my voice but it’s stolen i look for my breath but i’m drowning i can’t breath, i can’t breath I’m drowning I can’t breath help me, don’t help me, leave me be i wanna sleep to dream so that i can fly free with angel wings and a heart of a lion i’m something spectacular straight out of a fairytale I always scream in silence I always scream in silence no one cares to hear, the ramblings of a delusional little girl like me catatonic, stuck in the same place and those people all them people just move past they go live a life, long, full of joy all the opposites of me I hate looking in the mirror I hate feeling my lumpy flesh hold me down down down down I just want someone to hold my hand I just want to dance one last time I wanna feel what they feel I wanna be something pretty but my screams are always silent always silent crying dry tears just a numb dumb girl just a numb dumb girl waiting to die I wanna sleep now I wanna dream I wanna be anything but me